12/11/2012

Topic: Weightloss: The thing is....

I don't have much to write about it. I weigh 194,
and I'm not sleeping enough to get that number much lower,
and I'm unwilling to go on bitching about it.
I'm living the life of a mommy, doing her best, and it is what it is.

I feel like I've said everything already, like it's silly to re-type
the old promises to myself and the old ideas about weight loss.

And to be totally honest, blogging was never about accountability for me,
I could very easily lie on here, and no one would know the difference.

but, blogging is fun and I enjoy the idea that I am sending good things out into the universe.

The problem is that now, without weight loss as a focus,
I feel fractured, like my blog has no purpose or audience.

I'm trying, but I don't know what to do here, should I keep writing or hang it up?

Anyone else have an opinion?

2 comments:

safire said...

You have a lot on your plate. Blogging should be something fun and enjoyable and not a chore. Do what you need to do to be happy? That's never something you need to apologize for.

Good luck with everything. Baby steps! Every small positive step is a step in the right direction when it comes to healthy living.

Julie said...

I have found the same thing. As I don't focus on weight loss at the moment, and how much driving bus can a person talk about and my crafting has been good but it takes time to share, well I'm pretty lax right now.
You need to do what works for you. I do know I enjoy the updates on everyone and how things are going. But you decide. Do share what you decide so we don't think you just fell off the face of the earth.
Take care and have an awesome Christmas.

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