I don't have much to write about it. I weigh 194,
and I'm not sleeping enough to get that number much lower,
and I'm unwilling to go on bitching about it.
I'm living the life of a mommy, doing her best, and it is what it is.
I feel like I've said everything already, like it's silly to re-type
the old promises to myself and the old ideas about weight loss.
And to be totally honest, blogging was never about accountability for me,
I could very easily lie on here, and no one would know the difference.
but, blogging is fun and I enjoy the idea that I am sending good things out into the universe.
The problem is that now, without weight loss as a focus,
I feel fractured, like my blog has no purpose or audience.
I'm trying, but I don't know what to do here, should I keep writing or hang it up?
Anyone else have an opinion?