Tuesday, damn it's not better.

Yeah, so yesterday was really no fun. Today the bruising on my foot is almost all gone, however I went grocery shopping last night (bad call) and cleaned out the mommy-mobile (really bad call) and then didn't get to bed until well after midnight. (stick a fork in me)

So the pain is back as well as some swelling which is making me crazy. I am feeling out of sorts, out of control and like everyday I am gaining 5 pounds. It's not true, although I have gained 2 or 3 because of a week or two of really, really poor food choices. I really am missing my activity level being what it was, I don't like being injured. Normally I just walk through pain, I don't let it get me down, I'm a tough broad. But, I'm terrified that this is going to become one of those constant reoccurring issues for the rest of my life, so I'm trying to let it heal properly but I really am feeling crazy. I have an appointment with the Worker's Comp doctor tomorrow and I'm hoping she'll tell me it's alright to start walking/jogging again.

I feel like a rant about marriage and our society is coming soon, not sure when but I've been doing some reading and I feel very strongly about it. I highly recommend the book the 5 love languages, it has made such a difference in my life, and I believe it ought to be required reading for anyone considering marriage. The man who wrote the book has written others and I believe I will be buying and reading them as well.